To The Anxious Being Inside Me

The butterflies. The jitters. The shakes. That queasy pit deep in my stomach that pounds with each bursting thought I obtain from within. They often say depression and anxiety go hand in hand. However, at my last visit my doctor said my anxiety was much more prevalent. I haven’t experienced depression much these days. Instead, [...]

Mr. Preston

This was written solely for myself to finally tell this story for its worth and to release the thoughts I have kept trapped within my mind.

How do I escape?

To my current state, Help me. It's like the walls are closing in on me and I am suffocating. I am in this constant spiral that just keeps going down. I have made so many mistakes that I can't take back. I am unable to change and no matter what I say in regards to [...]

A Pure, Unconditional Everlasting Love

To my father, There are so many things that I have always wanted to tell you. Countless times I have found myself wandering into a room hoping you would be there to ask how my day was. Or to simply say "hello." I have often imagined you  being in my presence just sitting there, breathing, [...]

What Does It Mean To Be Broken?

To The Lost Ones, Are you alone right now? Most likely searching for something to connect to. Something to make you feel like there is a use in holding on to what lies ahead? If that describes you then congrats, one thing is going for you, you in fact are not alone. I've made my [...]

Is it ever good enough?

To The Discouraged Ones, I know in my previous posts I talk a lot about positivity and how we should all strive for a healthier mind and not let our thoughts consume us....but sometimes, it's too much. I do my best to be this perfect person. I try to please everyone before I please myself. [...]

Silence?

To The Silent Ones, Ever lived a part of your life in silence? I'm not talking about the kind where you could a hear a pin drop in a crowded room. I'm talking about the kind where you hide your emotions like magma resting beneath a volcano waiting to erupt. I have lived my whole [...]